Mental illness awareness month.

This could turn out interesting. Worth taking a look. I know many of you have some powerful stories that need to be heard.

aghostdancer

Mental Illness the faceless disease. It an affect anyone.  and the chances are you know someone with the disease. Add your story and let's shine a light on those suffering in the darkness. Mental Illness the faceless disease. It an affect anyone. and the chances are you know someone with the disease. Add your story and let’s shine a light on those suffering in the darkness.

In honor of mental health awareness month I’d like to open up my blog.

I am inviting anyone who has a personal story about themselves or a loved one struggling with mental illness of any kind to post your stories as links back to your blog in the comments below. I’m doing this because I believe the only way to change the stigma of mental illness is to put real faces on it.

Real people, real suffering I think can draw a spotlight to this devastating disease. I would love stories of this disease from every perspective. If you are a parent of a child with mental illness, a spouse, a sibling, or even a best friend…

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my life needed something vivid

I needed to spice up my life a bit.  This did it.

I hope you chuckle too.

and No, this is not the first time my panties have been on the Internet.

Fruit of the Loom requested pictures of the defects.

or

they at least said they were from Fruit of the Loom.

next time I will stick with Hanes these Fruit of the Loom ripped rather quickly next time I will stick with Hanes these Fruit of the Looms ripped rather quickly, but they did have more Vivid colors

Thursday Already ????

This Obsessive Thought Thursday is certainly not turning out to be what I envisioned.  Today I got nothing.  No obsessive thoughts.  Don’t cry, this is a good thing. This means that the medication could be working.  Although medication is only a small part of my recovery from OCD.  Practice at challenging my compulsions is a big part of it as well.  I have my own ice cube challenge. For weeks, I have been practicing putting only 3 ice cubes in my coffee or tea.  Down from my norm of 4.  Today I can honestly say that I don’t need 4 ice cubes anymore.  3 is okay.  I do not stress out at the odd number. Great Progress!!!!

But only when it comes to ice cubes.  My next challenge is to eat three cookies.  I know it is hard work, but it must be done.  I haven’t thought about the light switches in my house for weeks.  Until last night.  I was able to go to sleep without checking their position.  More progress.  Excuse me for a second.

Okay I am back.  and I must say…. Damn they were in the wrong position!!!! and are now fixed….  A bit of anxiety when I saw that they were not correct, but nothing I can’t handle.  I may or may not have to keep checking them, but I am voting for not.  I will be okay…. Damn, I wish I believed that.  Anywho….

44sBack to compulsions.  This clothespin thing has been really bothering me lately.  I have tried them in numerous positions.  I have come to two conclusions.  They are best when positioned in random and utter chaos or if I get caught up in my obsessions, four 4’s. I tried two 8’s and one 16, but am most comfortable with the four 4’s.

So that ends todays OCD lesson from my point of view.  Be sure and return next week for who knows what????